I've been married to my husband for nearly 6 years, been together 11 years and we have two children together. Our eldest has autism and life can be stressful and challenging.
Im pretty certain my husband has depression I've tried to speak to him about it numerous times but he gets very angry when I do and says nothing is wrong so he doesn't need to get help.
His moods are so up and down we don't know what day we're going to get I feel like we're all walking on eggshells and Im sure this is affecting both our children's behaviour. It's certainly having an awful impact on me.
So I snapped yesterday and said I was sick and tired of it he's basically ruined the weekend and I can't keep on like this anymore. He then became really vile which he does when we argue. Says I'm mental like my mum (who has been sectioned in the past). Looked up things from when I was 18 on Facebook and said I was a massive slag because he saw I went swimming in the sea after a night out (this was such a very long time ago before we were together). Will just always purposefully try and hit a low blow and I'm left thinking this just is too much for me now.
I feel bad for him that he is likely depressed but if he won't talk about it and refuses to get help I'm left thinking I can't stay in this marriage the way it is.