I feel like such a child writing this but my mum didn't choose me for her bubble and I feel so hurt by it. she chose 2 other family members for childcare reasons, it's a good reason and they do need the help but I feel left out and a bit like I don't matter at all because i don't need her for childcare. I know I need to get over it but it just feels like I've been shoved out, but my siblings are included in things because they're all in a big bubble together. Now she's got the hump on because I've said i will not be going for Christmas dinner. the people she does childcare for never turn up for Christmas dinner. I feel like I can be included when it suits but as soon as my siblings kids are involved I may as well not exist. I know it's childish and I should be above be all this but I'm not so there 😜