Feeling alone

[LuciS24]

Posting in AIBU for traffic.

I just feel like I push everyone away, I upset people or constantly feel like people don't like me.

My two sister in laws keep meeting up without me and even though I've asked to join, I'm never included. I just feel like my sister in law hates me.

I just feel so down and sad. I recently lost my best friend and feel like I have no one to turn to. I have a really good group of friends but I am always second guessing myself.

I always feel like the odd one out or like I don't fit in?

Not even sure why I'm posting. I feel exhausted just thinking about things.

Anyone?

Are you SILs sisters? Just because they like each other, doesn't mean they hate you.
Maybe they have more in common. Not everyone is going to like everyone else and want to be friends, but that doesn't equate to hate.

I don't think people hating you or you pushing them away is the problem. You say you have a good group of friends so they like you - can you not turn to them?
I think the issue is you second guessing yourself and overthinking. Has this started since you lost your best friend?

@Thingsdogetbetter

Are you SILs sisters? Just because they like each other, doesn't mean they hate you. Maybe they have more in common. Not everyone is going to like everyone else and want to be friends, but that doesn't equate to hate.

I don't think people hating you or you pushing them away is the problem. You say you have a good group of friends so they like you - can you not turn to them?
I think the issue is you second guessing yourself and overthinking. Has this started since you lost your best friend?

No, they aren't sisters. I just feel really left out

Yes, it's escalated