It feels like no one in this house can do ANYTHING without asking me and i just cant catch a ruddy break.
I went back to work 6 weeks ago, i work nights so i needed minimal childcare, that didnt work out, the baby kicked off so bad, i was getting calls within half an hour of work saying how bad she was being, screaming non stop. So i had to work that out and sort out alternative arrangements. PLUS i run on minimal sleep, finishing in the early hours and up as quick as i went to bed for the school run, so i am hanging.
I spent a week trying to save one of my chickens, didnt happen, had to take her to the farmer to end her suffering. No one acknowledged how hard i tried for her or if i was even okay that she had to be put out of her misery.
Now ive got home to the cat pissing on the fucking sofa so thats another vet trip, more medication ivd got to stuff down her and de cat pissing my house AGAIN because the same happened last month.
DP does help, he honestly does, but where im home in the day it feels like so much falls on my lap and i have to arrange everyones lives for them and everything becomes my problem. I think im just tired, stressed and this is more of a rant than a AIBU.
I just want to sit down.
Oh and i wrecked my favourite fecking hoody bleaching the cat trays just for added bonus and then tipped the mop bucket over and flooded the floor aswell🤬