I work in a fairly high, autonomous managerial role. It's office and operationally based. I was furloughed in April and took back three days a week in August. I normally work full time.
Because of my role I'm actually working five days a week. I find it impossible to do less due to meetings, calls, customer and staff contact. I know this is not right. My job has always been stressful (which is ok) but now I feel like it's affecting my MH.
I have spoken to my line manager but am told that it won't change. I thought it may in November but now I'm worried about the new scheme coming in to force. I've also been told I should be grateful to have a job!
I am fully aware that this is all wrong but also the pressure to work isn't verbalised or written. It's just what we do in this industry because you can't turn off. I don't want to be next on the redundancy list but I find it very difficult to not be angry which isn't helping my MH.
I'm not really sure what my AIBU is
. I am looking for a new job as I feel the HR management has been horrendous over the last 8 months. I guess, should I kick up a fuss now and risk everything I've worked hard for? Or ride it out til I get something new ( v difficult in this industry)?