I work as a contractor on digital teams, and I've outgrown my job. I usually work for companies that don't feel very me, I came from a creative background and feel a bit fish out of water in the businesses I work for. But as a contractor for big businesses my pay is better than it would be in more creative industries or charities etc (either would be my dream job).
I've seen a permanent job in a much more creative industry that is much more me. The job is also a step up in seniority so will give me a new challenge. BUT I will be taking a large pay cut to do it.
YANBU - apply for the lower paid job, choose career fulfilment over money
YABU - stick with contracting, choose money
I will still be able to afford my mortgage on the perm role, I'll just struggle to save anything and will have to cut down a little where we can as a family.
I am currently not working so using my contractor savings to live off (which is normal for contractors to do in between contracts).
I am aware of how lucky I am to have this choice to make, I remember how horrible it is being out of work and worrying where your next £ is coming from, I did this for many years (we had nothing and I was very depressed). I think because of our financially dire years and the debt we got into, I do have anxiety over money, and my husband finds it harder to cut back on spending than I do, so I worry that he will mess things up for us financially if I take the lower-paying role.