For a while now I've been feeling sort of strange. I can't explain exactly but I look at people and it's like they're in another world. Sometimes I feel like I'm removed from everyone, distant. Sometimes I have to remind myself to try to be in the real world. I'm finishing my degree this year and I just have no idea what I'm going to do afterwards. Even if there were the normal amount of jobs, I don't know what I'd like to do. But it feels very daunting that the future in general is so uncertain and I have no idea what the situation will be when I graduate.
I feel really lonely. I have seen friends but haven't touched or hugged anyone (apart from my family who I live with) since March. I almost feel like I'm on another planet. I can't remember what life was like before. Well, I can, it was good. And this doesn't feel good. I feel like I've spent so much time staring at the same four walls without much to do. I feel like I don't have much to look forward to because every day is pretty much the same.
My head feels sort of foggy. Like it's full of cotton wool. It just almost doesn't feel real. I am okay but I haven't replied to people's text messages asking me how I am because I just don't know what to say. Does everyone feel this way at the minute or should I be worried?