A few times recently my husband has been saying 'he never cries but today made him---' I've wondered if he is depressed but he doesn't seem to think so altho I think it's a lot to do with the constant working from home he now is stuck with. I'm so busy with work and the kids, often coming home to the house being am actual state and just spending most of my free time cleaning up and cooking. I've been encouraging him to go out, stay the night at his parents who he gets on well with just to get not just him a break from our house but also Me. Tonight he told me In front of the kids to stay away from him when I half joked that may be he has had enough of childcare as he had the kids today for a bit whilst I worked. The thing is he often does go out, in fact he just went swimming on his own whilst my son had his swimming lesson. He just said how about a little bit of emotional support so I said fine I'll have all the kids just do what you need to do and he then stropped off. The things he finds overwhelming like watching the kids for a few hours I do regularly and feel I just have to get on with it. I just don't know if I'm being harsh on him or he needs to man up a bit. I'm sat here crying and just feel really lonely Nd like I've done something wrong. I find life hard but I am just trying to get on with it best as possible. I came back from work and there were finger prints all over walls and food everywhere, nothing had been tidied away or cleaned no dinner made and he was like omg it's been so hard. Sorry just needed to rant