To start, I know I am extremely fortunate to both have secured a job and be able to work from home, I am thankful for this.
However I am finding it really hard. The boss dropped my laptop off the day before I started 6 weeks ago, and since then I haven't seen anyone face to face in the team since then. They are being responsible I guess, and as they don't want to make the office 'covid secure' no one is allowed in, but all can work from home. As I haven't met anyone, had a talk through of the systems, or really know anything about the job it's really challenging and I am struggling. No one wants to do a video call to show me anything because they don't feel comfortable, the training is pretty outdated and not really relevent to the systems currently in use, and although I keep getting tasks thrown at me there is no background to them, no way to find that background as I only have emails that have been forwarded and no hard copies, and I have no idea who to contact for anything.
I have tried to be pro active and ask for help and support, but nothing has really helped. I have been out of the workplace for 2 years which doesn't help, but I dread work. I feel bad that I'm not getting much done, but when I am honest and say I can't do anything and I want something to do they just laugh and say it's alright for some.
Anyone else been in a similar position? Any ideas how to make it work? I need this job, but I am finding it hard and know that doing no work is going to be an issue, even though I've been honest, asked for help and tried to find the info out myself.