had bad experience with medication and breastfeeding in the past.
don't want to do anything that will disrupt breastfeeding again (that made me spiral)
but I cant go on like this
does anyone have any first hand experience with antidepressants/antipsychotics and breastfeeding?
I dont completely trust my doctor to tell me the truth (she has withheld information before incase it distressed me :-S)