Hi all. Name changed for this. I'm a second year chemistry student, going to go into my third and final year in September. I am really enjoying the course although finding it challenging!
I just got my second year results back and, although I didn't do terribly at all, I cannot help but feel a little disappointed.
Out of five modules, I got firsts in three and a high 2:1 in another which I'm happy about. But unfortunately I didn't do very well in another module, only got 45% which is still a pass but only just. Because of this one bad grade I will be going into third year with a 2:1 rather than a first.
Since lockdown in March all of our classes had moved online to a virtual classroom. I found this tricky as I have a toddler DS (I'm a mature student) so could only catch up on lectures, study, and revise when he was in bed. I have also found the content itself to be much trickier than first year, but of course it's going to be!
I worked so hard this year and put myself under a lot of stress and worry, so to 'only' come out with a 2:1 overall is a little disappointing. I know a 2:1 is not bad at all, but it is a bit galling to know I could've gotten a first if it wasn't for that one shitty module!
I may still be able to graduate with a first if I worked my arse off in final year, but it'll be a close thing!
I don't know, my DH says I'm being silly and way way too hard on myself, but can anyone else understand my disappointment? I know a 2:1 isn't a bad grade, but I was so close to a first!
Apologies if I come across as trying to secretly gloat ect, I'm really not. I'm genuinely a little disappointed although I know it could've been a lot worse.
Thank you 