I'm sorry you're feeling worried, but you're right to be, the knock on at social levels 'beneath you' will eventually damage you too, one way or another. Seriously count your blessings and try and think a bit.
Here things are already getting beyond desperate for many of us. Some of us are still mourning lost friends and relatives, trying to pay of very unexpected funeral costs, with other bills becoming debts and our industries remain completely shut, and we can't get work, and have had either very little or no help.
Because of the industries we're in, many people we know are without any work or assistance.
Every member of this family has been thrown out of work simultaneously. We normally help each other out automatically, but how do we do that now?
The benefits system apparently wont help with rent, CT, or bills, for adult children sharing homes, even in their 40's. They're told they don't legally have to pay their way, so don't pay, because we wont help you.
Doorstep lenders are normally regarded as for people on benefits with dodgy credit and sudden needs, but there's suddenly a whole new raft of customers turning to them (including me) because they're all that's affordable and available anymore.
That in turn is likely to fund the drug trade, and the end users are likely to turn to crime to fund their use, but there's little we can do about it even though we know that's how it works.
'Eat out to help out' is just another thing we can't do that we know we'll be having to pay for everyone else doing, later. Holidays are something we'll be unlikely to look at for years now.
One dc has actually been getting regular interviews and being told they're very employable and have come in as official second choice a couple of times but lost out to people with decade plus experience now taking graduate entry level jobs.
We're really scared of what will happen in October.
I'm trying to hold us all together on almost nothing and the future, especially tbh for me, isn't looking ok.