Putting this here for traffic.
Im 34 weeks and have to have a scan mostly due to having a big baby before but last time they also noted the baby has short long bones. H is awol as usual so I'm going alone (I'm always going alone but this is alone alone as he won't even be waiting in the car with our other child). I just feel like crying because I'm so miserable. Only one friend (long way away) knows I'm pregnant, mums a toxic narc so cut her out and right now I just feel quite crappy and low. No one will call to ask how it went, no one will tell me any encouraging or comforting words and today I've just hit a wall about being OK with that.