Having a bit of a shite time with DH and life in general at the moment. Fighting a lot, work is stressful, really unfit and out of shape, not feeling very valued or loved or happy.
I had a restless night's sleep last night (big fight with DH before bed, hot, etc) and has a dream - weird storyline, something about me having powers and people trying to catch me for testing. Anyway, in my dream was a man who looked after me. Totally not my type - think tall, skinny, blond when I always got for dark, stocky, rugged men. Also gentle, softly spoken - I tend to go for loud, funny guys. He kept me safe while we were on the run, held me at night, we obviously had sex (tho I don't specifically remember this part of my dream), I remember vaguely a couple of really tender moments we were lying in each other's arms chatting.
Anyway, in case the description about hasn't given it away; I've been thinking a lot about this man today. Found myself staring into the distance thinking about him. Is this weird? A much needed escape from reality I guess, but it's making me question my relationship. Dream Me just felt so happy, loved, in love, protected and special.
AIBU to want to run away with Dream Man? Or at least go to sleep tonight hoping I dream about him again?