I'm really struggling at the moment because I started a new job about a month ago and was so happy at the time, it's a reasonable commute, plenty of hours and good rate of pay.
I am about ready to quit and walk out. I've been working in this industry for over a decade and I can honestly say it's the most physically and mentally demanding job I've ever done. I finish late and am so depleted at the end of the day I have no energy for anything. I don't want to eat, do hobbies, have no sex drive, I barely get time to see friends. In short, I have no life.
Job was supposed to be for a fixed term and we are a very small team heading into a very busy period. It's a fact that me leaving would impact them hugely not least because I do 90% of the work and my colleague does literally one task which he seems to have latched onto as 'his'. Any work I do in 'his' area gets ignored or disposed of. No one in my area listens to me. I get ignored, patronised and talked down to on a daily basis, even though I probably have more experience than them. I'm really fed up. Overheard people talking the other day saying that last year they had a least 3 people on at all times, sometimes 4 or 5 helping and yet I have been left to do virtually everything by myself?! How is that fair?!
New colleague started the other day who is actually a returning member of staff from last year. Discussing among themselves how they will be dividing up the days off between them, just so happens to be all the hardest, busiest days of the week they want off. No discussion with me, I just have to deal with whatever is left. I'm off today and genuinely have no desire to go back whatsoever.
Wibu to leave with no notice despite the fact it would definitely leave them in the shit? I hate to do it because my boss is actually really nice and we get along great but I just can't bear it anymore and we aren't even in the super busy period yet. The thought of it getting worse makes me sick to my stomach.