I’m leaving secondary teaching after ten years. I wanted so badly for it to be the job of my dreams, but it actually made me unbelievably stressed and ultimately very unhappy.
The worst part for me was the sheer number of students who just didn’t really value education, and as a result it felt like I was constantly working my arse off to provide something that they just didn’t want or care about. Every class had lovely students who tried hard, but these were FAR outweighed by students who had no passion for learning and were happy to just coast. This sometimes resulted in them being disruptive, but more often they would just spend every lesson incessantly socialising instead of properly participating. What I mean by this is talking to eachother instead of listening to explanations and discussions, then talking to eachother rather than attempting tasks set. I would find myself repeating every instruction 5 times because they just didn’t listen or comply, over and over again. This might sound fine, ‘kids will be kids’, but trust me it wears you down when they just don’t invest in their own futures at all. This attitude may be because a love of learning is not being instilled at home, but it is a deep-seated issue that IMO being an inspiring teacher won’t fix.
Add to all of this the huge workload (planning, marking, admin) and the fact that you spend all day every day in the spotlight (imagine doing 5 or 6 fully interactive presentations to 30-plus-strong audiences every workday). Then you have the constantly changing parameters for what makes a ‘good’ lesson, which makes you feel at best confused and at worst like you’re never good enough for other people to rate your abilities as highly as you want them to. Plus parents and kids complaining about things because you can’t keep everyone happy.... gah!
For context I have worked at a mixture of schools: grammar, private (overseas), deprived and high-achieving state schools. I was always rated a ‘Good’ or ‘Outstanding’ teacher and over the years I received lots of recognition from colleagues, managers, students and parents (just saying this so I’m not dismissed as a disgruntled failed teacher ha).
I think teaching is romanticised and it DOES have those rewarding moments, but in my experience these have been few and far between in comparison to constantly feeling crap about yourself.
Sorry, this turned into a rant. I just wanted to make sure you hear the negatives because honestly I think teaching has destroyed my self esteem! There are times I feel gutted I spent so much time and money qualifying to teach when I could have been focusing on another career where I would be able to work a normal amount of hours and still feel like I’m doing a good job.
Anyway, best of luck whatever you decide. It might be a good idea to register on the TES website and read some forums on there to get some other teacher perspectives?