So last night after another worrying poll result for Boris, they decide to announce that from Monday the shielded group of which I am one, will be allowed some freedom to meet family outside at a social distance, that further information will be outlined today, and that we, the shielded, will now be given regular updates.
Well now how grateful should I be that this decision has been made to coincide with the government easing lock down restrictions too early and too fast, purely to deflect attention from their atrocious handling of the Dominic Cummings arrogant ignoring of the rules HE had a hand in forming?
Judging by the thousands gathering on beaches, blocking roads, and over running beauty spots there will be a major leap in the infection rate within the next month - so yes you idiots, this is JUST the right time to announce that the shielded should relax their vigilance - said no scientist ever!
And are we supposed to feel grateful for the promise to give us regular updates from now on? Shouldn't we have been included in these all along? Most of us feel completely forgotten and excluded from any plan for moving forwards into recovery .
By staying almost silent on the subject of shielding, other than brief mentions that we are being helped with information via letter and text, we have been badly treated all the way along. And how supportive is it actually to receive patronising texts to tell you to find a nice window to sit by and learn how to play suduko? Another factor arising from being left out of the daily briefing is that some of the none shielded population have come to the conclusion that they are in lockdown BECAUSE of us, when in reality, the shielding was to keep us out of hospitals so that the NHS had chance to treat those who have a better chance of survival than we do. Shielding wasn't meant to save the shielded, it was meant to save the NHS, and now we are to be thrown on the bonfire until the NHS gets overwhelmed, used as another smokescreen for the Government to try and snatch back some support from a population reeling at their inadequate handling of everything.
Don't think I don't want to go out, I do, I want my life back. But I also want to stay alive when I do go out. Boris however apparently doesn't seem to think that might be an issue.