i’ve been discharged from service since january, in a catalogue of errors which is currently under investigation by the Trust.
in my experience, crisis teams are brilliant if you can actually get hold of them. during office hours you have to speak to Duty at the CMHT and i have found them to be rude, dismissive and seemingly exasperated by mentally ill people needing support with their mental illness from a mental health team.
i have had suggestions such as ‘go for a walk’ oh, ok, i’ll just take my giant panic attack and go outside, that sounds ideal! or a hot drink, or a bath. i’ve found myself saying no, i really need someone to help me, i’m in crisis, you can see my Care Plan and been told that ‘someone will call you back’ and the nearer to 5pm you call, the more they try to get you off the phone so the Out of Hours team have to take you on.
i live in an area where the mental health trust has been in special measures for years. there are in-patient beds, but no staff on wards. care co-ordinators are under pressure to process and discharge people ASAP to boost the figures. this sounds paranoid, but i’ve had it confirmed by someone who works for the Trust and who is taking my case on for me.
i take antidepressants and antipsychotics, am on opiate pain medication for arthritis and have valium and sleeping pills on my repeat prescription. nobody reviews me, i just keep getting the meds and adding to the stockpile!
blimey. that was an essay. can you tell i’ve been shielding for 60 days now? cabin fever is setting in with a vengeance...