I'm in a real dilemma too.
I got screwed over by a huge client who scammed me out of thousands a few years back. At the same time my son was diagnosed with autism and my dad got diagnosed with a terminal illness, and I had to care for him. I carried on working full-time but it was really hard going as I didn't have lots of spare time to market and network. I found it hard to get back on my feet after the scam. As a result, I've only been scraping by with fairly low value contracts.
Anyway, earlier this year I finally managed to land a long-term and lucrative contract which pays more than three times the rate. I'm never going to be a millionaire but it means I can finally pay the bills when they're due rather than juggling.
This particular contract only takes 15-20 hours per week, so I would have been free to carry on with some of my other clients too. This would have meant in total, my earnings would have been much higher.
Corona hit and luckily the big contract confirmed they still want to proceed. If I work late at night, I can still manage it. I have two children to home-school. My son has quite profound needs, and usually attends a special school. My daughter is just going through the process for autism diagnosis and while not to the same degree, still needs lots of help as she's struggling hugely with her schoolwork and can't communicate very well. There's no way I can fit in the work from my other contracts, and I'm having to work through the night to deliver on the big contract as I need quiet to concentrate (it's technical).
Soooo.....my income will be the same, or maybe even a tiny bit higher compared to other years. But it's about a half to two-thirds of what it should have been if I was able to work my regular hours. On top of that, I'm killing myself burning the candle at both ends to be able to do it. I don't want to lose it but I'm about to drop.
Has my business been affected by the virus? Well, yes. My working hours are taken up with childcare. My son takes a long time to settle so I'm not starting work until 10-11pm at night and working through to 4 or 5am, or later before getting up with the kids once more. I'm utterly exhausted. I can't fulfil my other contracts..... but if HMRC check, my income might not be lower than last year...... so do I qualify or not?? Brutally honest, I could absolutely do with the money because of the difficult years we've been through (single mum). And my income is much lower than it should have been because my children can't go into the school. I don't know whether I meet their criteria or not?!