So me and dh split and moved in with our own parents, we then decided to try and make things work again and then lockdown happened. We have been going on walks as he is obviously allowed to see the children as per the rules. One of our marriage problems for him was lack of affection etc from me. So if he goes to hug me etc I get wary and feel guilty and say we have to be careful because of coronavirus. I personally think me and my household have had it so I don't worry for myself but I worry about passing it onto my step dad who I live with who has a mum in her 80s who he has to visit to help and social distance with.
Husband is getting aggitated that we have not had sex since lockdown started. I can understand his frustrations but I have a guilt and obviously we are not supposed to have contact with different households. It is a hard one because he is my husband but I push him away when he tries to kiss me etc, obviously this is causing a strain on us and I am annoyed at him today that he has got impatient with me when it's not my fault, I was hoping Boris would give some slight change last night with meeting. I can't have it hanging over me that I could pass it onto my step dad's mum but then I have also got this pressure from dh! To not go near my husband is weird and I have tried explaining its not me it's the rules etc but today we have had a disagreement over it.
Thoughts?