On Friday I had my fourth unsuccessful interview in a row in my current hospital. There always seems to be some internal or external candidate with more experience. I then have to return to my entry level admin role which gives me little extra experience to add to my CV.
After my interview on Friday, I was called in to say that if I wanted the experience then there was a higher band job coming up however:
1.) it would only be for 3 months.
2.) there would be no handover as the person leaves at the end of the week.
3.) there was no cover at present for the two wards I currently manage.
I feel torn as I don't want to leave the ward staff and other admin in the shit, as who is going to apply for a job in the NHS at this present time? Lots of people might be unemployed in the future but right now I think people would be reluctant to start work in a hospital, especially immediately.
I also think that this is the only chance I have to gain more experience. All the other admin in our place seem like they're staying out for a long time and they've just put restrictions on the amount of band 4/5's they can hire.
In the back of my mind I feel I deserve it as I'm still working whilst the majority of people I know are at home and I have done lots of stuff which is beyond my basic duties (driving around to pick up PPE, setting up Skype enabled laptops for patients to keep in touch with relatives.)
My worry is that I don't go for it and when the permanent job goes out to advert, I won't be in a better position to be successful than I am currently. Sorry if this wasn't a very juicy post!