Hi everyone, so I have never posted on any sort of forum or chat before but I am just struggling a lot at the moment and this seems like a good place to seek advice and possibly support.
So basically I am 37 weeks pregnant and around Christmas I had a falling out with my mother, we seem to do this thing of I say something or do something she doesn't agree with and then will go months without speaking to me or acknowledging me. It was a fairly bad argument as she read messages on my phone and found out I lied to her about something but things escalated when on the day of my sons birthday she told him that I didn't invite her or my dad to his party which is completely untrue, I did and they said they could not go. He has autism and takes things very much to heart. The morning of the argument she said "I bought these for the baby so take them and I'm done then with you" so I said look its my sons birthday I dont want to argue with you and of course she followed me down the stairs calling me a disappointment, an embarrassment and that I wasn't welcome in her house anymore.
She has taken to having excuses to call to my house now such as bringing post, things that my son left behind etc but she sits in the car and then when my MIL calls she will stand in my driveway and talk to much about me telling my MIL that I am not welcome in her house and I'd hate to think of what else.
So fast forward to her birthday I sent in gifts from my son and she sent them back home with him and then my 30th was in March and neither her/my dad/grandparents/brothers called or text to say happy birthday. I felt so embarrassed when my partners family called and asked what did I get for my birthday and I had to downplay it saying oh over the lockdown I can't see them but they'll give me something when I see them. (I know gifts don't matter but I still felt I had to make something up). My partner and his family were the only ones to contact me and make the day special. Then two days ago I had to stay in hospital because of high blood pressure and I text and rang my family and no one replied, when I was allowed home my son video called my dad and I heard him saying oh I hear your baby brother might be here soon. No mention of anything else. Im just increasingly feeling so lonely and to be honest I am so upset that my dad especially isn't speaking to me as we have always been so close and he wasn't involved in any argument. I just have that feeling over and over again of sitting there on my birthday by myself and wondering how this happens, that I have three brothers that are treated so well and I am left time and time again to wait for her to pick a day to decide she wants to speak to me again.
Sorry for the long post but its nice just to even type out how I feel.