Anyone else keep doing this? I just love him beyond words 
DH thinks I'm being a bit unhinged.
He's non verbal but so so loving. You can't
make eye contact with him without a run at fall force into your arms, with a kiss gently planted.
I want to wrap him up and never let him go, even though I'd never actually do that. I feel so choked at all the horrible stuff he will endure from other people when he's older, be it because he may be different or even because everyone experiences shit.
He is so beautiful to look at and unbelievably loving. I bloody hate this lock down but I'm also dreading it ending. It's just us three as a cosy 3, cuddles and laughs all day whilst DH works on the sidelines.
This will all be gone soon 
Can't believe myself but we had a takeaway tonight for the first time in months. DS went to bed Early and so I bought him a meal just in case he wakes up couldn't bear the thought of him going without