Have only been with partner for 10 months, but things were quite fast paced and we've been living together for about 7 of those months. Due to covid I've chosen to lockdown at my parents home as I'm immunosupressed and a severe asthmatic, while my partner stays 3 hours away in our flat still working. We are looking at 12 weeks apart at the least (right?).
However I'm finding it incredibly hard. As he is on his own he's getting quite depressed and, while I understand, it means he's spending his free time either drinking on his own or getting so bored he keeps starting arguments. I feel like I'm being worn down, and while I understand this isn't how things are normally, I feel like I'm just getting very detached. It feels like I've ran out of feelings for him? Which sounds awful to admit but I just don't know what to do. Part of me thinks well it'll be over in 9/10 weeks and things can go back to normal, but another part of me thinks well I want to do camp america, etc, in the future and if he acts like this over 12 weeks apart how is that going to work? It just feels like he's wanting me to be glued to my phone all day, if I don't text back within half an hour he's phoning me or, if it's late, sending me more messages like "aw why are you asleep :(" etc, it's sending me crazy.
I know some might say oh well he just loves you and wants to talk to you, but I've always been very happy to be in my own company etc and I'm feeling quite suffocated by it all.
I just want to know if a lot of people are feeling the same? Or if I'm being unreasonable? Just feeling very emotionally detached from him.