Alright.
I work in the NHS, next week Im to be be redeployed to the wards (I'm hca and based in a certain area) I've never worked a ward. So I'm worried I'm going to be crap and they're all going to hate me: I know we have to pull together... but from what I've heard BANK nurses arnt exactly welcomes to the wards it seems. So that's once reason I've become a bit stressed as I'm worried about it
Today I went to the post office to send some letters. They were needed to be sent sooner rather than later. Anyway... the post officer worker saw me read the sign and then proceeded to tap it... tut at me and say 'parcels should only be sent if really neeeded'. So I look at him and say 'yes I see that... but I don't have a parcel I have letters' he then looks me up and down, and at my son and says only should be coming out for essential things really. He's saying this as I'm about to pay. (I'm single mum, that's why son was with me)
*I lost it
*
Like.. went mental. Telling him I can read and what I'm sending is extremely important and that whilst I appreciate people are still being naive about social distancing I'm not and I bloody work for the nhs so believe I know! I was like those letters are regrading my will!!!!
I stormed out close to tears.
Now o feel so bad. I feel like going back and apologising to him because well why did I get so crappy!
Please tell me I'm not the only person to have just gone from
0-to hulk
Think I'm just looking for some people feeling the same over such little things.
Gin or wine tonight? Or both!