And what is it and how do you manage? I am really bad at all admin tasks - I don't mean supporting others, just trying to manage my own stuff. I just cannot organise myself properly.
I have ADHD which I cannot take medication for because of high blood pressure. I also have some visual problems which make it look like text moves around the screen, and find it very difficult to look at dense pages of numbers like Excel or very small text. I'm finding video calls very difficult at the moment.
I tend to do very well in interviews, in team meetings and managing stakeholder relationships because it's obvious I know my field, and am quite good at ideas and problem solving. Except with this problem of my own though.
What can I do? I just feel upset this is holding me back and it makes me stressed out to feel everything is chaotic.