Am having bad anxiety about the current situation and I realise lots of people are having to work and I’m probably being really pathetic. I work in a nursery that is having to stay open for children of key workers. I’m on a zero hours contract but the committee have said I can have receive my usual pay til the end of the summer term provided I’m prepared to work. I feel under pressure to come in and help because it’s unfair to my colleagues and also I won’t get paid if I don’t. But I have terrible anxiety about picking up the disease especially as my children will have to be put into school as my husband is a keyworker so we’ll all be out of the house and therefore more at risk. Dh is asthmatic so I really don’t want him to get it. My colleagues all have older children so don’t have the childcare issue that I have. I know I should put the needs of keyworkers before my own needs. I know that there are others who are putting themselves at a far greater risk. So I will go in to work and do my bit but aibu for not wanting to and wishing the nursery could just shut!