Just need to vent and someone to tell me that I'm being really really unreasonable.....
Its my birthday today, no presents or cards from hubby or the kids (I understand that). I lost my mum 4 weeks ago, and the funeral is tomorrow (its been really restricted, so its just 6 of us, my brother, husband and our children) I have finally got my head around that.....
My FIL has underlying health conditions and is 82 but my MIL just drove over in her car, left a card and present on the door step. The children realised and tried to chase her down the road, (they didn't catch her) we see the PIL every week and they are missing them soooooo much. I just feel really sorry for myself, im sitting her whilst the kids run riot (11yrs and 9Yr old). They really should be doing some school work, but I really cant be arsed. And I cant even get out to get a bunch of flowers to put on my mums coffin....
Sorry, for the rant, I know that I am more fortunate that others, but I really could just go out into the garden and scream....