I am just being a bit needy and asking for a handheld, really.
In hospital today having blood tests and an abdominal scan (not corona related). It's obviously not a scenario I'd be particularly happy with at any time.... but it feels very weird to be going to appointments alone. Husband is at home with kids, and so on.
I can't bring myself to message any of my friends or wider family about what's happening (or hopefully not happening), it just seems selfish to worry people at a time when everyone is dealing with a shitty, stressful situation.
But I do feel really odd!