I know isn't acceptable but I've been feeling so worried about my parents as I am far away from them and haven't been able to see them for a long time because of this CV so I've been getting upset, then my DS is poorly as well so I'm also tired and cranky and I have anxiety on top of all that. A couple of days ago, my supervisor just kept on and on at me all the time, on my back 24/7 and questioning every damn thing I was doing. I was cleaning top to bottom and making sure everything was sanitised and disinfected but she just watching me as I was doing it and felt so intimidated.
She was following what I was doing all day and in the end she asked me to go with her and started checking my work (working in a hotel doing housekeeping), clearly whatever I was doing just wasn't good enough then I just snapped and said why are you following me around and why are you checking on what I am doing? You never leave me alone. She laughed it off and I laughed it off as well but I feel terrible.
I've text her just now and apologised about my stinking attitude that day and I hope I didn't upset her too much and that she accepts my apology. She hasn't messaged back yet but I do hope she forgives me for it. It has been playing on my mind all weekend ;(