Hi, I am a mum of 4. I have made a lot of sacrifices throughout my life. Got married to someone who was my parents choice. It was a arranged marriage. I always had something else in mind for a life partner. Someone who is educated and settled. Who I can communicate with and does not have an ego. I left my studies to be a good wife and mother. Now it feels like it was all for nothing. I have gorgeous kids and I love them to bits. But I'm in a relationship which seems like a lifelong compromise. 14 years of marriage and husband never ever bought me a gift. I compromised and don't expect it anymore, although deep down I want my husband to show me some love and care. I gave up 14 years of my life support his family. I live in a council house and made a beautiful house for his family back home. For the first years of my marriage I wore 2 dresses which cost £5 each so that he can get on his feet. I have made sacrifices throughout my life and now when I want something he makes me feel like as if I'm selfish and he'll count all the things he's done for me when compared to that I did much much more. I suffer from depression and anxiety and theres no point talking to him because he just does not get it. I don't know what to do I feel very low....