I have an appointment tonight with a rape and sexual assault councellor. I was a victim of sexual coersion. To the extent that I was scared to say no, and my ex would have sex with me whilst I cried because I was too scared to decline or walk away. I'm just really nervous about the appointment. I haven't talked in depth with anyone about it before. I have to talk about it with a stranger and I feel really embarrassed. I'm in court soon and will be cross examined (family court, not criminal) so have this appointment to help me work through my feelings before I attend court. I'm still at work, leaving in 30 mins and feel sick with nerves. Can anyone help? I know it's pathetic and I should just be honest but it's a lot to face up to and talk about with someone you've never met before...