I am a SAHM, DH is away every week with work. Weekends at times too.
Family business that needs my attention at the drop of a hat so I fit round that, my husband, children, dog. I shovel shit every day. The dog’s literally and the rest I just shovel everyone’s mess everywhere. I am so bored.
The children’s hobbies and homework fills their time. They are the sweetest nicest children. They do the very basics and just don’t hear me asking them to do the jobs around the house. Weekends are filled with slotting the homework in amongst their sport. Monday comes along and I am back to shovelling shit again.
DH is not really in the room when he is here. Always has an important tax return or expenses form to complete.
Having a real low but can‘t find my way back up I literally feel worthless. Please tell me life will feel wonderful now we are no longer in January.
I held on to February being just around the corner but I just can’t see the light.
Would I be unreasonable to ask the person who is spinning the world to please stop so I can jump off.