So we're 2 weeks in to 2020 and so far:
I've been told the place I work is closing down so I am out of a job. I have a month left at best
I've been served notice for my shared house and I have a month to leave because of bullshit allegations thrown at me by my batshit housemate.
Fuck. My. Life.
I know there's people out there a lot worse off than me but I've tried so hard over the last year to bring myself back from the brink of suicidal depression and financial ruin. I was just started to get things in place, had finally gotten out of my dead end part time job and gotten the ideal job with decent pay and brilliant hours.
Now it's all shattered. I'm applying for anything and everything and I've had 2 interviews. One of the jobs had over 100 applicants so I'm sure I won't get it. I have no money, no family I can stay with. I have no idea what to do next. I can't move out without a job and now I can't stay here.
No idea how to get up in the morning, go to work and carry on as normal.
I feel so pathetic and so tired of trying so hard and feeling like a failure.