Thanks Everyone,
I know in reality I have to test, I know all too well that there is still a possibility of another ectopic pregnancy and I fully understand the risks of what can happen (my second ectopic pregnancy ruptured and I was unconsious by the time I was in surgery). I also do know that it can work out and that's what I hope for.
What worries me is that after four losses I got very stressed out about getting pregnant and was a nightmare during the pregnancy. Because I'm spotting at the moment I guess I can still make myself think that it might just be a very late period, I'm scared to find out that I'm pregnant and then have it taken away again!
Arghh, guess I know what I need to do!!
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