To still find I've lost my mojo three years after divorce

[Newyearnewnameforthis]

Hi,
Please help. It's three years since I left and divorced abusive exh. Was married 14y, have two DC 8 & 11.
I'm just so bloody fed up all the time, have completely lost my mojo. The thought of beginning another year worried about money and feeling knackered is unbearable.
I don't want to be married to him, am glad I left, the DC are getting a chance at life, but I'm so fed up. Even Xmas didn't lift my spirits this year.
Anyone been there?

Has anyone any advice or felt similar? I've been tearful all the past week. I try to focus on what I have (home, children, prospects etc) but I'd rather stay on the sofa in my PJs and never go out.
Nothing seems joyful anymore - I can't even decide on a meal I'd like to eat, it sounds crazy, I know.

I’m sorry you feel like this and hope it blows over soon otherwise see your Dr. I find this time of year gloomy - Keeping cosy when it’s dark and cold makes sense but try and get dressed and out for a walk everyday.
Hopefully being back into school routines will help. You can’t change the past and, as you say, you’ve done the right thing - So try not to worry and plan a few nice things to do alone or with the kids. Roll on spring and summer!