I know I'm being extremely selfish but here goes.
My BF is in the middle of a divorce since he left her in September. She was confused, then heartbroken, then angry. I've been supportive and I completely understand that she probably wants to get away from any reminders of her marriage. I feel she views domesticity as one of those reminders.
She's been going out a lot as she rightfully should and has been dating, which is great. But I feel like she's a different person.
Yesterday she asked to come round and I picked her up, brought her a McDonald's as she was hungover then we went back to mine and she played with my dc's. She was a bit distracted and less enthusiastic and I get it, she's sad and the weekends over.
What I'm worried about is that I don't know how to relate to her stories of staying out all night and men with massive cocks and coke. It makes my life feel very boring and almost childlike in comparison.
They didn't have any dc's but were planning to so before she was much happier to come over and go for a walk in the park and have a roast. Now I feel like it's boring, that I'm boring to her, and we might drift apart. In our ten plus years of friendship I've never felt lost for something to say before, but yesterday I did. I felt like all I had to say was about dc's or work.
Am I going to lose her?