This is so ridiculous I can't even believe I'm writing it...
So for the longest time I've been CRUSHING on this guy whose not even particularly hot actually but there's something about him when he's near me I feel fucking weird!!! I get hot, agitated, nervous... it's so strange and intense and I just know he feels something too... he either feels like I'm a fucking nutcase and has noticed how weird I am around him (most likely) or he has feelings too!
Anyway of course I can't have him anyway as he's taken and so am I.
And to make matters worse his girlfriend has latched onto me as a friend... I didn't even know this woman up until a couple of months ago. Then in the summer holidays we spoke once at a park and I think she must really like me because she's always talking to me now (which makes me think she's probably actually weird because I usually repel people as I'm not particularly sociable or easy to talk to)
She's actually really nice...
Of course I wouldn't ever act on my STUPID ARSE FEELINGS
It's just feels like there's something weird going on... like there's something about these people, not just him... like we were meant to connect in some way... It's just so strange!!