After a bad year I eventually saw my GP regarding depression and anxiety in late September. I was given sertraline which was awful and recently changed to mertazapine. I also self refered to healthy minds. My GP's been great.
just now I finally had my initial assessment, over the phone, with healthy minds. it was awful. I was having a good day but now I just feel like getting some junk food and going to bed.
She was firing all sorts of questions at me and it was like I was giving the wrong answers. kept asking me to be specific and give more examples and even when I was she's asking what else, and why and how. she just seemed so abrupt, I started crying a little after the beginning of the call and told her some really personal stuff (because she kept pushing me for it) and she doesn't even react just keeps asking for more.
at the end of the call she just said they will get back to me saying if they can help or not, but I feel like it's all an attack, like she thinks i couldn't tell her enough to deserve mental health help but I think if I was any more ill than I am now I wouldn't have even been able to complete the phone call.
what's gone wrong?