Not the right place to post but I need advice
I post on here a lot an been through a lot of shit recently
I put myself on a safe 2 speak course and it starts this week.... I'm due in 6 weeks with 2 youngsters and I really don't want to go
I want to go for my own sanity and put things into the right place in my own head but I'm dreading it!!!! I'm not in the right place to go do something that's way out of my comfort zone, I'm not good with stuff I have no expectations of? If that makes sense. I like to know what's going to happen and who's going to be their and things. I hate the unknown it's the worst fear I have ever specially with no body I know.
Sounds so silly and I'm so worked up over going iv even been sick with it. They won't let anyone with me as it's a confidential group and it sounds childish as I should be okay and fine to go on my own at my ages an to even ask is rediculous but it's so raw and I'm so emotional I just feel like
MEHHHHHHHHHHH?!?!?!?@-@;£-£/&/@-@-&!