Really need help!
I was dating a guy for 3 months everything was perfect he was amazing in every way. Was literally besotted with me. I developed deep feelings fast and I think I started acting like the person I would avoid very unattractive like confused and paranoid over analysing everything. It ended in us blocking each other on every app and numbers. He kept following my Instagram but After a month of no contact what so ever he come back begging and pleading. He is 2 hours away but his kids live near me and he’s trying to sell his house to eventually move closer to them. He works LOADS and we both put our kids first so it means we rarely see each other. We had a date scheduled 2 weeks in advance that he asked me on and I agreed. Since then we have spoken loads practically every day the past five weeks.
But he had his kids this weekend so I thought I’d not message and respect his space to spend time with them. It’s now Tuesday and we are going out Friday. I’m paranoid he said he’d call to confirm details as it’s London we are going to. But it’s been a bit radio silent. Most people say don’t panic until Wednesday or Thursday but I get a bit anxious and like to know my plans are definite so I can arrange travel and baby sitter ect. Also this is very out of character for him he would usually be sending me sweet messages about his excitement and sweet voice notes. He said last week he is desperate to see me.
Am I going mad ? I notice a pattern and I don’t know weather it’s me every time I get feelings I get sick with worrie :/