To share this with you as I cant tell my nearest and dearest

[Natsel84]

Aibu, I've never posted before and this is probably in the wrong place but.

Tomorrow is the first anniversary of my 4th ivf baby loss ..

I'm feeling really sad .

Aibu to mark it by lighting a candle or taking time out to think of the 4th baby I've lost . I found a picture and although there arnt any words to describe how I feel . I thought this was quite fitting .

Aibu , what would you do ?

🕯 so sorry for your loss OP

I planted up a little flowerbed with all-white flowers under a willow tree at the bottom of the garden. I went there to think about our four losses. It's the wrong time of year for planting, but you could plan.

You never forget...

I'm so sorry, OP. A little ritual is what keeps us going, times like this. It might help to look for a poem or a song to read or listen to.

Take whatever time you need. Do whatever you need to do, to mark the occasion. Tell us here as much or as little as you want to. Of course YANBU, and I hope you find whatever comfort and strength you can in living with your loss.

So sorry for your losses