I am aware this post is odd but just hoping at least one person can offer advice or share experiences..
I have had soooo many jobs and the reason they haven't worked out is because of my relationships with others. First and foremost people generally do my head in. The ones that don't do anything, don't use their initiative, always waiting for others to do the jobs, sitting around having a social all day whilst the likes of me bust a gut!
I have found that it is everywhere you go so I am trying my upmost to not throw the towel in at this new job despite it being BLOODY hard.
I don't seem to gel with others like I probably should I seem to have mood swings regularly and can't stand when others are laughing away and chatting about the weekend. Rather than join in I go a bit green eyed and make it completely clear through my 'attitudey' body language. I get to a point I can't snap out of it... Mehhhhhh sorry to rant.
Also with reference to all of the above I am DREADING the Christmas do... A 3 course meal with loads of people and a pissup after ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Anyone on my planet here? I appreciate it's a unique one.