So I need some advice, I went through a long shitty relationship with my sons dad it involved domestic abuse of all kinds and ended with us in court him being charged, on a suspended sentence and a restraining order in place for 2 years. My son went through no contact, cafcass, supervised contact then contact in the community and now onto full days every other weekend moving to weekends by the end of the year. Not going to lie going through it has been sheer hell I lost my way, really struggled never went crazy and did drugs or drinking etc but lost my mind. I now have counselling every week and it has helped immensely. But my question is, me and my ex now see each other when we do handover etc and after everything that has happened I now feel at peace with everything that has happened is that right??. I know I will never get an apology for the awful things he did. But I hope from all of the DV courses he had to do the counselling, and BBR course that he has seen his ways. Since we split he has another baby and seems to be doing really well I may add he isnt with the mother and never was but has stepped up. I have an amazing partner who sticks by me and he hates it the fact we communicate and I get it, he states it drives him insane as he is the one who has stood by and picked me up after everything that happened. Am I just forgetting everything and hiding from the truth or am i right to let go and move the fuck on?!