I have had a bereavement this year, and I have put on four stone since (July). I am feeling utterly miserable and isolated, I am sorry for posting this on here - I am just miserable and have no friends to talk to, and I have completely shut myself off. I have Aspergers and am having trouble reaching out to my friends from University. My mum keeps calling me ugly, so I don't know why anyone would want to meet with me in a coffee shop, so I just want to suggest something like frisbee. She has a condition that makes her as she is. I don't blame her for it, but since my Grandad has passed away, I have struggled to cope with how she treats/speaks to me. I know she is upset. My friend sent me that message in response to one I sent her saying that 'I have no friends and everyone hates me', which is something that I feel my mum, when she is angry, wants me to believe. I am struggling so much with it and just want to reach out to some of my nice friends. I know if I meet them - even just for a game of frisbee and a quick chat - it will really cheer me up a lot.