Ok, so will try to keep it brief as juggling a lot at the moment:
- unhappy at work
- my youngest age 3 has just received ADHD diagnosis, family life chaotic at all times.
- only get about 4 - 5 hours disturbed sleep a night.
- close relative sectioned and dealing with mental health and all their financial affairs
- relationship problems with husband
- volatile thyroid disorder
- recently ended close friendship
So I am 3 stone overweight.
Hard to diet due to all the above and last night the words I knew he was thinking but had never said before:
“That’s why you are FAT”.
Yes I am, I know I am but I simply have no inclination nor willpower to do anything about it.
Literally can’t take any more pressure at all. Food is, and always has been, my comfort.
In a bad place and struggling to get through each day without crying. I slip out of work to come home to be alone and have peace whilst the house is empty.
AIBU to not diet??? He desperately wants me to.