I had some life-changing experiences that still haunt me. Maybe not huge compared to some, I didn't grow up in Syria, my baby didn't die or anything like that. It's over two years now and I seem not to be able to get over it. I just want to forget. Delete from my brain. Form some resilience. Am I being unreasonable in hoping to be able to cope with it and move on or do I need to accept ill be forever, somehow, broken? I have been waking up hurting for two years now.