To be fed up on holiday

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Urgh. It's hard work. First world problem I know I am lucky to be here etc etc but can someone link me to the other thread about how hard work holidays are so I can wallow?
And DH said my new dress (approved by S and B board) makes me look like a toilet roll cover...

Reading back my posts I sound a right bundle of laughs - not. I'm being a bit unfair as we have always been an honest couple and maybe I'm just not as confident any more. We need a rethink. I spoke to him last night when back st the room and he apologised and said he didn't know I felt so bad. We shall see. Today has been better - maybe holidays all need a : day decompress and adjustment period? Still. There's food for thought that it isn't ok to say I look bad. I know I'm fat and didn't just get that way in 8 weeks so it's not fair for me to suggest I only just lost my way weight wise. I accept that.

You putting weight on does not give him the right to disrespect you.

You’re right. It all blew up last night and there’s been a big chat about change and I’ve said he can leave if he wants to