Ugh.
Had to go to party last night where DPs ex was. First time meeting her. She doesn’t like me (sent me a barrage of abuse on SM when we first got together as she still wanted DP. This was a year ago and they’d been split for 10 months when we got together).
I very rarely drink but felt nervous and anxious and stupidly got v drunk. DPs ex ignored us all night which was good.
Today feel v low and sad. I know alcohol is a depressant which is why I don’t drink often but feel very wobbly today. DP doesn’t really understand what’s up with me, he’s just happy that nothing kicked off last night.
Think it’s a mix of seeing his ex and the booze. Help me snap out of it!