Cannot sleep. Backstory is; lovely childhood but with, as I know now as an adult, pretty grim abuse from someone much, much older leading onto promiscuity on my behalf then, after marrying, lots of years TTC unsuccessfully (turned out to be me that was the problem, an infection linked to previous events - one fallopian tube removed, the other ‘plastered in adhesions’ was prised open.)
Five years later OH and I had IVF, on second cycle were successful, ecstatic, DS who we dote on to this day.
Always counted ourselves lucky, and know we are, but I am a week late, at the age of peri menopause (my mum was 43 and I am 41) and not sure what to think. Periods usually pretty reliable and have a test ready for the morning but not sure if being totally unrealistic!
Not expecting any replies but thanks for the offload!